Tuesday, December 30, 2025

Free

13th March 2008, Kolkata
The effort was to make a centrally airconditioned space seem more natural. The tragedy was that they chose to decorate a space that tends to be drearier than even the average office cubicle. The net result was that in the course of a meeting, all you could think was to run, run, run, run to where the deer run free.



Quiet

6th December 2008, Taunton, Massachusetts
The crunch of the shoes is not unlike gravel once I give it a few hours but when fresh, it gives me the joy of being a cat. As of now, the wind is louder than my footsteps and for someone as ungraceful as me, that is a rare privilege. There is the novelty factor as well, coming from hometowns where winters are sunny breezy affairs requiring a double sweater at most and that too only to keep the notion of winter alive. Here, quite a few degrees of latitude above the tropical ones, the whiteness is like living within a cone of silence, most colours muted and those that escape do contrast but in quiet rebellion. 



Ignore

30th December 2025, Indian Express
Far too often, you will hear that your opinion does not matter. That the system is beyond saving and all you can do is save yourself. The collective is no longer a thing, concern cannot be organized around. The powerful will do what they want and the others must endure. Ignore their ignorance.

30th December 2025, Indian Express



Grease

The old man and his cart were always together. At first glance, his mountain of junk on his cart looked just that with all manner of metallic riff-raff. But there was order concealed beneath the chaos. The friend's bicycle had been through a lot patiently weathering rain, sun and fog for two years now and being in my keeping, it had seen no redemption. A rare moment of responsibility saw me take it along, tyres deflated and every joint screaming like a banshee to the aforementioned man with a cart.

He set about rescuing the ride with patience and confidence. His shambly walk and his less than fresh clothes were no longer a shadow on his abilities. He took apart the bicycle piece by piece and unlike unidirectional destructive forces, set upon healing it. The frame was turned upside down, the wheel covers were straightened, the rider seat's nuts were tightened, the chain was set free from its crusty rusty recent past. Then came the final aspect of the wheels, where he opened up the heart of the matter.

13th April 2024, Dehradun

Sitting between the wheels and the chain, grim balls of steel first popped out. Some were examined and discarded while others passed the quality test to re-enter their underground home with shiny new company. The grease was ladled in among them and the cover put back over. There they would hum again, bringing long lost motion to inertia. The scruffy man with the cart smiled in a faint sliver. His job was done. The machine lived again.



Monday, December 29, 2025

Stone and Moss

16th September 2025, Ajinkyatara Fort, Satara
For the imaginative, it is a sure-shot attention trap. At the edges of most older cities now overflowing with billboards and honks, far away on a hilltop looms a fort. Looms is the right way to describe it because flashiness was never its calling card. Through lashing monsoons and splitting heat, the stones stayed put. It was there, whenever the need arose, to absorb all shelter-seekers from the rapid enemy advance, its ramparts manned by archers and its gates locked shut. The occasions for which it was designed are now long gone but it continues to draw the faithful - some for their exercise, some to dangle their legs off the edge and some simply there to gaze out on the city king-like.



Possession

8th September, 2024
Often is the foreign trip which sends me on a buying spree. The first few souvenir shops always fail to impress me but by the 10th, I am already falling for some aspects of their tackiness. It may be a matter of constant exposure that my resistance breaks down or maybe deep down, I am that souvenir hunting, selfie powered tourist that I claim to despise. So there I was again, this time in Bangkok, surfing the (most of them probably Made in China) bonanza of tourist trinkets when I came across these two pachyderms. My heart settled on them immediately as a gift for my pre-teen nieces and with that intention they found their way into my suitcase. They travelled in their stately fashion to my home in India from Thailand but unlike many other items refused to move ahead. I too did not protest. Maybe the nieces were only an excuse for something that I had always intended for me.



Pause

7th March 2025, Keoladeo NP, Bharatpur

They call it the golden hour for good reason. Everything photographed acquires a soft glow and shadows turn long and contemplative. The photographs make for good Instagram material but more importantly being out and about in that light casts a soft glow on your life as well. Irrespective of the nature of the day that was, there is an appreciation of completion. Completion not in the sense of done and dusted. Completion in the form of a reflective pause, contemplation's easily accessible rewards realized before the race sweeps you up again the morning after.