Kejriwal urf Panda bear

For anyone who knows how the real world works, every one of Team Arvind Kejriwal's ideas scream "Impractical".  

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Yes sir, we know that almost everyone currently in any position of power is corrupt. Sadly, we also know that we can't get rid of them all at once. The wise people of India prefer the slow survivalist mentality over the revolutionary one. 
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Or so we thought. The 2014 Delhi assembly elections showed that the people of India wanted to press the reset button. However, it took only 49 days for Arvind Kejriwal to realize the vast gulf between protest politics and power politics.
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Idealism met practicality and was given a resounding thrashing.
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Astonishingly, going by the exit polls for the 2015 re-election, Team Arvind Kejriwal is back in business. Even if it doesn't come to power, the Aam Aadmi Party will once again be a strong presence in the Delhi legislative assembly.
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Who are these impractical people who keep believing in this impractical man?
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The answer may lie with the giant panda. Yes, that bamboo eating, black and white bundle of cuteness hiding away in a handful of remote forests of China.
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The World Wildlife Fund's panda bear logo has worked wonders for it. It made people care. About wildlife conservation, about everyone's duty towards it, about what we were about to lose. A wonderful denizen of the world, they simply would not let it down. The guilt of losing it would be just too much to handle.

Close up of a cute baby 7-month old panda cub in the Wolong Nature Reserve in Sichuan, China. Photo by Sheila Lau. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Arvind Kejriwal and his ideas walk the same zone of real, important and rare. Getting into politics wasn't a move supported by all of India Against Corruption's supporters. Yet, just as corruption is at the core of each and every problem plaguing India, politics is at the core of each and every solution. No politics, no progress.
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He made mistakes along the way as any human being is wont to. A few AAP colleagues dropped out, supporters felt disillusioned and he publicly apologized for his dramatic resignation from the office of Delhi CM. Despite all of this, the voters, it seems, are ready to give him the benefit of the doubt.
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What he keeps repeating ad nauseum is nothing but the truth. Corruption is unacceptable. Doesn't matter, shouldn't matter whether you are a multi-billionaire Ambani or a traffic signal cop. It's true that not everyone will get caught, but those who are cannot be forgiven by the public with a "Yeh toh hotaa hi hai" [This is a part of life] inevitability.
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In some ways, a perfect world where not a single rupee is unaccounted for is a "cute" idea. The "cuteness", as we have seen, has high staying power. This cuteness is an ideal, but this cuteness we must see. This cuteness we will fight for, for this cuteness will set us free.
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[http://virtual-inksanity.blogspot.in/2015/02/kejriwal-urf-panda-bear.html]
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Remember the 90s

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30 is a very odd age to be.

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For those younger, it is an age too old to matter and for those older, too young an age to be taken seriously.

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Not that it doesn't have a few advantages.

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Being 30 means that the 90s are part of your mental make-up. The age of Kumar Sanu singing for very oddly dressed film stars with even odder hairdos, seeing the first 'real' cars show up on Indian roads and the thrill of having more than one TV channel on air - you know what I am talking about.

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Most importantly, you remember that Indian cricket team, the REAL Indian cricket team. A time when Rajesh Chauhan and Hrishikesh Kanitkar were the toast of the nation, if only for a week or two. When "Venkatesh Prasad's slower one" seemed like a bad joke... until of course he got Aamir Sohail in that match. When Robin Singh and Ajay Jadeja scrambled together many a thrilling match winning partnership... against the likes of Zimbabwe & Kenya. 

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Yet we cheered. For that team. Knowing full well that our boys had not a chance in hell against the likes of Allan Donald and Wasim Akram. The boys did surprise us though with little patches of sunshine. The Hero Cup win of 1992, the intermittent flashes of brilliance from the bats of Azhar and Tendulkar, the "judgement given but off stump knocked back" moments of Javagal Srinath v/s Ejaz Ahmed - all remembered in HD in a time of great desolation & deprivation.

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The anger and the frustration, the non-stop assault on our self confidence, the desperate clinging onto every obscure superstition known to man - all in the hope of futile victory. We remember.

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At a time like this, a couple of weeks before our big title defence, those memories are oddly... a source of strength. Yes, our bowling attack is bat fodder and yes, our star batsmen are little puppies reacting to vacuum cleaners when the ball starts to swing. For all of the complaints against the present team, they are really not that bad.

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The primary reason for my faith is that this team is led by a man who is a personal hero, even though clearly "after my time". Mahendra Singh Dhoni has been a divisive figure of late but I tend to stand my ground on my original opinion of him. Clear headed, calm, aggressive, explosive - Dhoni is simultaneously all of this, without any apparent contradiction. India has never had a captain/player like him and in MSD I trust.

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Virat Kohli, whose irritating sledging based aggression I like only when Australia is the opponent ('coz they've earned it :P), is nevertheless a reliably spectacular batsman. His drive to win is maniacal and some maniacs are always welcome. Rohit Sharma and Shikhar Dhawan, casual as sometimes they may be, are when in their groove, unstoppable. 

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To keep the sanity, there is always the eye pleasing Ajinkya Rahane, whose stable-aggressive-technical combination is a rarity in flamboyant batting sides like India. Suresh Raina is by now an old hand. He knows what to do. I am willing to overlook his poor performance in this most recent series. He almost always steps up for the big games.

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The fast bowlers I won't even discuss but Mohammad Shami & Bhuvaneshwar Kumar need to get their act together as they are the only ones on whom any hopes can rest. Sir Jadeja and RAshwin? Well, it's Australia and New Zealand so expect from them at best the containment of runs. In short, the bowling attack must concede only such an amount of runs that our batsmen can chase. Or the stick wielders must score enough that even their pie-chuckers can defend.

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The contenders are many - South Africa, Australia and New Zealand bringing strong squads to the melee. Of late, the Indian cricket team has been horrific. The stars as they say are clearly not aligned. 

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What then should we do for World Cup 2014? Nothing special I would say. Nothing you haven't done before.

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Put your faith in things more than likely to disappoint. Be prepared for the inevitable but in your heart, nurture little sparks of hope. Because there is no other way. Because we don't know any other way. Because we don't want to know any other way.

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This is who we are. This is our team. This is our dream.

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[http://virtual-inksanity.blogspot.in/2015/02/remember-90s.html]

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#WeWontGiveItBack

You, me and dengue

English: Nana Patekar at rehearsal of 'Namo Gurjari Namostute' (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Laid low. By a mosquito. Of a vicious variety. A daytime stinger, a clean water breeder. Not much possible in way of protection. It was destiny. A bone wracking, delirious, feverish destiny where Nana Patekar's apparition often showed up repeating his legendary dialogue on the aforementioned insect.

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As for the disease itself, no known medicines. Only that ancient hope driven prescription. Rest. With the dengue virus feasting on your pani-puri platelets, it's up to your body to beat out the invader. Good luck with that.

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A party person I am not. But New Year's Eve in a hospital wasn't the alternative on my mind either. More preferable would have been in the company of a good book. Even better, deep in slumber on my very own bed.

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But it was not to be. In general, recent New Year's Eves have been less than happy times for me.

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2015 was rung in with half a bottle of saline strapped to my wrist for company. 2014 was rung in watching Dhoom 3 in a musty old multiplex. I must say this though. This year's experience was much less traumatic than the last.

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The hospital stay did provide enough scope for reflection. On past promises and future hopes and present restrictions. Only when confined to a bed and feeling reasonably recovered, do seconds convey their weight, minutes seem capable of filling ship-holds and hours... hours hold the promise of glories unachieved.

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Then, you are discharged. Time squeezes back into its real world stinginess. Days made of 24 previously infinite hours go by in the flash of an eye. Work that pays the bills can only be put off when basic health is at stake. Getting back on your feet, big relief that it is, translates into getting back into the cubicle.

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I trust that for the bulk of you have had a dengue free New Year's Eve mildly better than mine. To tell you the truth, it wasn't all bad. In a first, I had been imparted Undertaker like capabilities to rise up from the dead, sit up with the magic power of a remote control enabled bed.

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Even if you haven't, keep your peace. 

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What is the 1st of January anyway? A Roman emperor of antiquity declaring one month to be before the rest? Not the start of a season, not the start of a celestial cycle, no basis for the undue attention it gets. 

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Remember that in all the dates and years that your history books forced you to mug up, nothing of significance seemed to have started on January 1. That would just make it too easy to remember.

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Happy New Year!

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[http://virtual-inksanity.blogspot.in/2015/01/you-me-and-dengue.html]

Guns and g(l)ory?

Justice (Photo credit: donsutherland1)

In a ridiculous profiling mish-mash, I received letters in the mail from both the National Rifle Association asking me to stand up for gun rights and the Brady Campaign To Prevent Gun Violence... on the same day.

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The NRA? As a self identified left-of-centre liberal, most of those who know me would be shocked to know that I had had any kind of association with the NRA. But I did. Thanks to Groupon.

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Last year, the NRA had organized a Small Arms Training class in a nearby Massachusetts town and I always had a nerdy engineering driven interest in guns. This was an opportunity to learn about guns hands-on in the relative safety of a shooting range under the supervision of certified instructors. I could not let this pass.

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To tell you the truth, I was mightily queasy about what an NRA "training" might entail, very much due to the biased image of the NRA I had developed from constant lampooning on the Colbert Report. Funny as Colbert is, reaching across the aisle is not his forte. Die-hard fan of Stephen Colbert I remain but my half-a-day of training left me with a mightily positive opinion of the NRA [Please read this blog post at least through the next two paragraphs for my final opinion]

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This was immediately in the aftermath of the Aurora Colorado movie theatre massacre but all the class focused on was on responsible gun ownership. Sure, there was the usual short spiel about how the gun maniacs/mass murderers only attacked places where people are unarmed but on the whole, it was about being aware of the dangers and duties of being a gun carrying citizen. The instructors were ex-cops and ex-military men. They spoke with genuine gravity about why guns were not toys. I was impressed. [Please keep reading!]

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Then came the horror at the Sandy Hook Elementary School. When Wayne LaPierre, NRA's Executive VP came up to the press and said words to the tune of "If only the school had armed guards...", my hitherto 'good' impression of the NRA was blown out of the water. If someone's solution involves employing semi-automatic rifle carrying guards at every school for toddlers across the 3rd largest country in the world, it leaves little room for doubt on whose payroll they are.

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What do I think about the right to bear arms? I think it is a law which had its roots in the time when the USA was still an unexplored frontier and self-help was the only help. Times have moved on since. People around the world know so much about the USA now that they keep requesting it to get out of their faces and want it to go do its own thing. The Wild West lives on in Hollywood and Seth McFarlane's imagination but that's about it.

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The argument for the USA's Founding Fathers supposedly wanting to maintain armed militia to 'fight' an autocratic federal government is easily dismissed. If in accordance to all government conspiracy nightmares, the Navy Seal Team 6 decides to pay you a visit in the middle of the night, hate to be the one to break it to you but no amount of civilian gun training will protect you from defeat. Ask Osama Bin Laden. Oh wait... In a face-off between well trained professionals and panicked amateurs, the verdict is easy to predict. The days of muskets and bayonets are long gone. Keep an eye out for the drones!

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The question of whether if and how such an archaic law should be restricted is a dicier one. I happen to personally know a number of gun owners who are not the slavering lunatics that some sections of the left leaning mainstream media portray them to be. But they are very very protective of their gun rights. Clubbing them with the gun loonies is downright unfair. If a compromise is really sought, badmouthing them blindly is not the way to go.

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Tradition is an important thing and for some of these folks, guns represent that tradition - passed on from great-grandfathers to great-grandsons, about memories and experiences shared in the great outdoors. Hunting is something I would have a hard time picking up as a hobby simply because I love wildlife and nature too much but it is a skill which is important to retain as a link to our past. Some of the greatest conservationists were hunters too. Charles Sheldon (behind Denali National Park) and Jim Corbett (honored by Corbett National Park) spring to mind.

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The primary difficulty which the gun rights supporters seem to have is comprehending that guns had to do anything with the crimes that were committed. If they didn't have a gun, they would have used a knife or a bomb or a car, they insist. They would point to a case like Elliot Rodger from two days ago where he stabbed 3 people to death before taking his handguns on a shooting spree killing 3 more through a college town before crashing his car in an attempt to run over as many people as he could.

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Here's where reading through the tens of thousands of words of his twisted "My twisted world manifesto" would help. The number of times the NRA was mentioned in his seething racist, class and money obsessed, inferiority complex/superiority complex infused and ultimately sad diatribe against society? Zero times. The number of sentences about guns or his love for guns in the dozens of pages of his self-obsessed vision of society and his "Day of Retribution"? Two or three measly sentences.

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Ha! We told ya! So would say the advocates for unrestricted gun rights. Just a lone loony tune in whose hands guns were just another tool. Why don't people talk about the knife that he used or the car that he plowed through the crowds? Why are the guns the focus?

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Here's why. When Elliot Rodger went to buy a knife, he wouldn't be asked why he wanted one. He didn't need to be. It for all practical purposes was to chop vegetables for his meal. When Elliot Rodger got a BMW from his parents, it wasn't really big news because he needed a ride to get to college. But when Elliot Rodger went to buy 3 handguns from 3 different shops, that was the only time the government should have asked upfront "Why?" Because guns have only one ultimate purpose and owners have to wisen up to their responsibilities.

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Yes, I understand that target practice at a shooting range is not a crime and there is a sporting aspect to it. Yes, I understand that in a remote location where police help is dozens of minutes if not hours away from arriving, having a gun cabinet makes sense. Yes, I understand that merely talking about guns & their technology is just a hobby like any other.

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What doesn't make sense is an irrational fear that a central government database is a covert Communist manifesto to eventually snatch all your guns. What doesn't make sense is that the government can't even ask why you need to stockpile a mini arsenal for which impending war. What doesn't make sense is that gun people don't see how easy it is for someone with an agenda to unleash terrible carnage by the little trigger located at the end of his fingers.

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Go back to Elliot Rodger's manifesto and read how warped his world view was - his obsession with sex and of his rejection by 'every girl in the world', girls he didn't even have the courage to talk to. Read how he turned everything into a conspiracy against his "deserved greatness" and on how on his Day of Retribution, he would be the God of the screaming masses. Read of how he was afraid of his own death but was driven by a 'higher' purpose, to rid the world of 'evil' women and put the remaining ones in their 'rightful' place, subservient to 'great' men like him.

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All the ravings of a madman, I assure you, but think of the smugness that such a man would have when he is looking at you from behind the barrel of a gun. Guns do have that peculiar charm for any madman, anyone who rightfully or wrongfully assumes that he deserves better. The great equalizer in his mad eyes, the relentless machine of death in the eyes of his innocent victims. A quick squeeze of the trigger and his violent visions of 'justice' come to fruition. 

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There is too much frustration and anger and argument in our world. Everyone has their own reasons, warped or not, to seek a solution. With a gun handy, all too often, the so called 'solution' is rash and easy to execute. The gun is more than a tool for self-defense; in the wrong hands it is a short-cut to disaster. 

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Men and women trained in the art of protection, the police and the armed forces, do need their guns but they need it only because without it, they would be unable to fulfill their duty in dangerous situations. Even they snap sometimes, they who spend day in and day out next to these metal one way solutions, they who know the true costs of pulling that trigger. They are also answerable to all for every time they touch their weapons and on how they use them.

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Why should a normal person living a normal life expect to go through his life unquestioned about this power he holds at his fingertips? Power that can be so easily misdirected, power that can be so easily brandished, power that can so easily ruin lives forever. Yes, the weapons were bought with personal money, not government but accountability for such powers is crucial and no amount of whinging can obscure that.

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The fact that the gun rights debate has been reduced to a shouting match is showing its tragic consequences, most recently in Isla Vista. On a word-by-word re-publication of Eliot Rodger's 'manifesto' on Scribd.com, there were 180 plus Likes! Kids who would not go to his lengths but appreciate his 'standing up' for them. 

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Cho Seung Hui, who in the Virginia Tech massacre of 2007 shot dead 32 people, before he was stopped, had a similar 'anti bully' agenda. These feelings of rage are real, surrounding us and unfortunately so are the tools to 'pay back'. Yes, the worst cases are cases of mental health issues too but saying these are mental health issues alone is getting a bit too difficult to give credence to.

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Liberals say that gun owners won't give an inch and gun owners say that if they give an inch, liberals will snatch a mile. Paranoia afflicts both sides equally. The gun owners have a powerful financial lobby of gun-makers and the NRA behind them. The gun restrictions lobby has the support of the people in sheer numbers but not of the politicians who depend heavily on small arms manufacturers for campaign funding. 

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A compromise, if it is ever reached, will definitely leave one side fuming but it is better than making no progress at all. As the only developed country in the world which still has such a huge gun owning civilian population, the US represents a special case. Its specific history has a big part to play in its gun culture and like all culture, it has its glaring share of shortcomings which need to be reviewed and modified. 

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The shrill claims of equating guns with freedom ring hollow when the list of men, women and children killed by gun violence keeps growing ever longer. The price of freedom is to be cognizant of the responsibilities that come with it and how those responsibilities change as time moves on. Guns are not the price of freedom, planning for their dual edged reality is.

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[http://virtual-inksanity.blogspot.com/2014/05/guns-and-glory.html]

Learner

STUDENT DRIVER (Photo credit: the past tends to disappear)

It was to be expected from a student driver, the occasional meandering into another lane and the overcautious approach to corners, turning and checking for hidden tigers at the same time. So too was the long line of cars slowed down and stuck behind him, cursing their luck and falsely confident that when they were at this stage, they weren't this bad. 

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There's nothing more effective than the Driving School or Student Driver board on a vehicle to add a fully aware, all senses at full alert segment into the most boring of everyday drives even for the most jaded of drivers. A student driver, especially a self proclaimed one is an element of the road who represents a mystery, an unknown quantity in this mostly orderly world. What will he do next, is the question on everybody's mind while they are trying their best to stay out of his 'attack' zone.

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Now if a 15 ton, 50 feet long bus has the words "STUDENT DRIVER" emblazoned on it, just imagine the excitement it brings with it on the average aimlessly beautiful Sunday afternoon. Every other driver on the road now has only one concern, how on earth do I get as far away as possible; possibly even the average student driver in a car is trying to do the same thing.

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I was one of those other drivers yesterday afternoon and never having seen a bus driver in training before, now realized that everyone has a learning curve to follow! Sure, the notorious bus drivers of India's highways I had known and feared for a long time but I never thought that they too would have had this nervous phase, the time before they became sure that their bus was only an auto-rickshaw and drove it likewise. 

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[http://virtual-inksanity.blogspot.com/2014/05/learner.html]

Duplicate Sachin

Virender Sehwag(Sihag) (Photo credit: sihagjat)

The past couple of days have been quite traumatic for me, given the results of the Indian general elections. The last time I have felt as low as this was after the 2003 World Cup final in South Africa, when India was given a hiding by the Aussies. I realize the folly in comparing the result of a cricket match to the result of a general election but I bring it up only to emphasize that as a committed Indian cricket fan and a committed Indian, my stand is unchanged. I will be there to cheer for it at the best of times, I will be there to fight for it in the worst of times. No matter who is the Prime Minister.

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I still don't know how long it will take me to recover. In the Indian cricket team's case, at least the 2011 World Cup final was my redemption. Mixed feelings dominate as I have had conversations with people who voted for Narendra Modi strictly on his "development" agenda despite knowing the darker shades of his camp, but disturbingly also with the rabid anti-Muslim side who sincerely insist that the 2002 post Godhra riots were "cleaning up" activities where only people who "deserved" to be murdered were murdered & support more of the same at the India level. Time will tell.

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On such days, I give myself consolation by remembering days when I was proven wrong. One such day was a day in 2001 when Virender Sehwag burst onto the Indian cricket team.

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A 64 ball ODI century against New Zealand century caused a classmate of mine to come bounding up to my apartment. "Kyaa player aayelaa hai! [What a find for the team]", said Bhavesh all excited. I shot him down with a "Bhagg saala! Kaun hai yeh duplicate Sachin? [Who is this duplicate Sachin?]" To this day, I remember the hurt look in his eyes, and my lack of respect for his enthusiasm. In fact, I almost said sorry right then. Almost.

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Sehwag did look like a duplicate Sachin at first glance, the same physical build and the same aggressive mentality. Only that his technique was vastly inferior to Sachin's and for lack of a better word very 'raw'. How long could anyone get by with that kind of foundation?

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Boy, was I off the mark! Because Viru is not Sachin 2, he is Viru 1 (Discounting filmy Virus here). As the years went by, my admiration for Viru only grew, as did my shame at not recognizing his skill at first glance. Bhavesh, if you are reading this, I was wrong and you were right.

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The term "force of nature" is the king of cliches in the case of sportsmen but there is frankly no other way to describe Virender Sehwag. The physics defying bat speed, the smack and deliver approach and the match winning prowess - all packed in a guy as nice as Sachin in attitude. If you've read any of my blogs before, you would know how hard-core a Sachin fan I am but I must agree that Viru has been as influential as Sachin and at times more, since he started playing for India.

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The 2011 semi-final versus Pakistan may have looked like a Sachin show helped along by the butter-fingered Pakistani fielders but the real story began with the first few overs. Umar Gul, the bowler of the tournament leading into the match was taken apart by our man from Najafgarh. Once the Pakistani attack's most lethal weapon was neutralized, everyone including Sachin reaped its benefits.

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There are those who call him a "hudjudiyaa" (a term used in the cricket fields of Gujarat for the 'swing and pray' type of mindless batting). I say no hudjudiyaa in the world can score two international Test triple centuries and be the current holder of the highest ODI score in the world (219 v/s West Indies). There is method to the madness and because his technique is simplified does not mean that he is not thinking about his game.

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It's sad to see his hand-eye co-ordination desert him in his later years but that is the pitfall of being a purely natural player, a fate suffered by fellow legends like Sourav Ganguly and VVS Laxman. Unlike this trio, the focus on technique helped slow the decline of players like Rahul Dravid and Sachin significantly. But to each his own. Team India needs every sort to balance its needs and they have all served us well.

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He may never make it back to the international team. Much as I hope for a sparkling return to form for him, I know it's quite unrealistic a hope. But there was a unique excitement to watching Sehwag face up to the most fearsome bowlers in the world, knowing that whatever happened, nice guy though Viru was, he would not hold back when it came to his bat doing the talking. 

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Even Indian cricket's enemy number one (IMO... just kidding :D, maybe not :[ ) Ricky Ponting quietly acknowledged it one day, when he said about David Warner "We have FINALLY found ourselves an opener in the Sehwag mould..."

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For better or for worse, Virender Sehwag has only one mode. Swashbuckler.

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[http://virtual-inksanity.blogspot.com/2014/05/duplicate-sachin.html]

Pseudo sickular ISI "intellectual"

Ashoka lions at Sarnath (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Modi fan boys, I confess to being a life-long member of the Pseudo Sickular ISI "Intellectual" Club (henceforth referred to as PSIIC) member, the comments section is all the way below. Your time starts now. Don't bother reading this.

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Unlike some of my club members who have only bad things to say about Modi when we meet in our CIA/Vatican/Arab/Naxal co-funded secret lairs, I see a few advantages if Modi becomes the Prime Minister. It would put to rest the false notion that education is the only measure of a man's capabilities. The last I heard of the performance of an Oxford gold medallist as Prime Minister, it wasn't inspiring news. The measure of a man is in what he does, not his last name, not whether his English pronunciation is pitch perfect.

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I also see a tremendous surge of hope among quite a few of my fellow countrymen of "Acche din aaney waaley hain" [Good times are coming] even in some people I revere & respect like Kiran Bedi. My Club members bring up the Feku [False claims] image of Modi, of his overbearing tendency to claim everything as his own doing, bear in mind, not his team's or his government's doing, but His doing.

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 "The sun sets last on Gujarat, so it has the maximum hours of sunlight in India - thanks only to Modiji. Har har Modi!" all-other-factors-be-damned sort of propaganda is definitely a pain in the ass but the truth is that democratic politics is built on hype. The people have to feel the shot of enthusiasm about their leader, contrived as it may be. Hope is something that the rest of the political establishment hasn't given us for a long long time.

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Also, there is the question of corruption and inefficiency. "But at least we have peace (sort of)", say my fellow Club members. To which I ask "For how long?"

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Kids dying after having the school mid-day meal that was supposed to be their enticement to education; gang-rape and all too frequent molestation on the streets of our very own capital; caste-based and class-based violence raging across the vast hinterlands of India fueled by the inefficiencies of thief ridden government agencies; a glacially slow justice system where only men with 'connections' can expect to get any; gut wrenching poverty with no hope of ever getting out of it except for the pre-vote freebies handed out at just the right (wrong?) time - how long before it touches our own lives and the little peace that we have?

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Modi says "Pehle shouchalaya, phir devalaya! [First sanitation, then matters of religion]" I agree. Modi says "India first!" I concur wholeheartedly though his potential ally Raj Thackeray might handle that process selectively. Modi says "Honest governance is the need of the hour, the only need of the hour." I couldn't agree more. If any religious or economic policy comes in between development of women and sustainable industrial growth, it needs to go and only strong single-minded leaders like Modi can make it happen.

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Why then a PSIIC member, you might ask? If democracy is about choosing the best of the available lot, isn't Modi our only option?

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This is where I prove my PSIIC credentials. Because I will talk about a very dark time in my life, possibly the darkest time in my almost 30 years on this planet. I will talk about 2002. This is not just some hearsay account. I speak from the perspective of having grown up in Gujarat, so bear with me if you made it this far.

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I remember the horror when I first heard of the women and children burnt to death at Godhra station by a Muslim mob. We traveled to Calcutta every year via train, my entire family, crossing the same areas. Then came the so-called "revenge" riots, as horrifying as the "trigger" event. Revenge against whom, I found myself asking, revenge for what? How does the murder of innocent Muslims in retaliation of the murder of innocent Hindus teach the monsters, the actual criminals a "lesson"?

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And all this while, the man-who-can-do-no-wrong was in charge. All this while, the "true" Hindus were cheering "payback" while the famed organizational and leadership skills of our Great Leader may have been shelved away in Nagpur. I remember the speeches by Him soon after which specifically bashed "Miyan" Musharraf as if the main issue was not that he was a Pakistani but that he was a Muslim. I remember James Michael Lyngdoh being brought up again and again in his full Christian name at election rallies when he had the gall to criticize the Great One. 

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I remember seeing a very young brother playfully grab his even younger sister from behind the neck and growl "Hoon Muslim choo! Hoon Muslim choo! [I am a Muslim! I am a Muslim!]" in my own 'Hindu' area of Bharuch and I remember the very real screams of terror from the little girl. That is the hate filled legacy of 2002 and no Supreme Court judgement will ever wash that out of my mind. 

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And when someone refuses to vote for this man, they become the "wrong" kind of people - anti-development, pro-Pakistan? And when this man claims that since the people of Gujarat have resoundingly voted for him (maybe India in a few hours) therefore he cannot have done any wrong, should we believe him? Oh! But that was 12 years ago or Rajiv Gandhi did the same thing with his appalling "When a big tree falls, the ground will shake" comments post the 1984 anti-Sikh riots are arguments which seem ridiculous to me. I am not an amnesiac and so I am a PSIIC member.

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In the interest of fairness, I must say that I have never lived in Gujarat post 2002 when I left for my engineering degree, only occasionally visited, so my only memory of Modi is of that terrible time. Infrastructure wise Gujarat has made giant strides since then if my friends who stayed behind and unbiased news reports are to be believed. Here's the caveat though. Gujarat has always been a shining beacon of industrial development. It was 1986 when my dad moved from the industrial badlands of Calcutta to the engineer's bounty that was Gujarat. I take not-so-secret pride of having grown up in Gujarat, admiring their practical approach to life when contrasted to our artsy complicated Bengali way of theorizing, but not doing too much else. So the Modi story I would take with spoonfuls of salt.

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My parents taught us to understand that good people are good and bad people are bad irrespective of their larger religious or regional identities. They taught us that the worst of the lot are those people who play on this hatred to create divisions within us. They taught us that people of the ilk of Akbaruddin Owaisi and Praveen Togadia are equally worthy of contempt and punishment. They are sure to survive every riot, as no one will be able to get to them. The innocent man on the street will not and these miscreants will cause even more tragedy using the same innocent man's dead body as fuel for the flames. I guess that makes our entire family "sickular"? Should we now book our tickets on the train to Pakistan?

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But guess what? We ain't going nowhere. Corruption is still an issue if certain industrialists get special deals. Why should someone who is a billionaire many times over still need to skim illegal profits from gas which basically belongs to the country? Arvind Kejriwal does not become an ISI agent for raising any such pertinent questions. Equality of opportunity is not a Communist or "intellectual" pipe dream, it is the only ideal worth aspiring to. The environment is still an issue which cannot be sidelined in the interest of 'development'. The surging stock market is great but how many of the hundreds of millions of our poor are investing in the BSE as of now? Development is meaningless if not inclusive and sustainable. 

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The most important point of all is this. Secularism, no matter how much the right-wingers try to club it with the words - corruption, inefficiency and anti-India - is not a foreign 'import'. It is an idea as Indian as can be, older than the hills, fresher than ever and never any less relevant. It is India's greatest strength and its greatest limitation but without it India wouldn't be India. We are a nation possessed with both teaching and learning skills like no other. We represented the future of a globalized world before globalization was even a word.

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To actively seek peace is not a weakness, it is the most difficult and most human of achievements, the only true way to wisdom and virtue. Many have come and gone before in this great country of ours, trying to let loose the rivers of hate only to realize the foolishness of their ways. For this is the land of Krishna, Buddha, Ashoka, Kabir, Guru Nanak, Akbar, Vivekananda and Gandhi. We are watching you, Mr. Modi and you would do well to never forget that.

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